If I would, cry in silence. Dear God, I pray for your wisdom and guidance, and your abundant blessings to be upon me. I pray for good AS results, over 2300 SAT score, admissions into either ANU, LSE or the American universities which I have applied for. I know I can only present my wishes to you, do as you wish Lord. You have laid a path for me, a path which I have yet to discover, but do as You have planned for me.
I shall abide by Your decision.
Sometimes you cant force someone. You cant force things to happen.
I must learn.