Full of uncertainties. That is my life now. Yes, I have to face the reality. Wake up Louis.
I shouldn't envy other people's successes, instead, they should serve as a form of encouragement for me to strive harder. I can reach the pinnacle.
I shouldn't feel sad, for that prolongs my negative feelings. You can't recover lost time. So I must utilise my time to the fullest by carrying out beneficial activities.
I should look forward, though I can't discount the possibility of looking backwards. I need strength and wisdom to go through all this, God, please, guide me.
I must take cues from my past mistakes, and never take things for granted. Even a small little thing of which the significance may not be realised yet.
I know it is incumbent on me to focus and re-energise myself. There's no point regretting. What's on my table now? A stack of files and papers. That is where your attention should be.
You know if you smile too often it's not always a good thing. You try to portray a good and cheerful image of self but it may be interpreted otherwise. Hence, be careful and stay alert. Be yourself, that's the key advice.
You want to be loyal to a girl.
If you flunk everything there's nothing you can do about it. It's easy to say and advise but it's tough to accept and digest.
I learnt many new things. 6 months to go and my destination should be decided already. I will walk my own path and strive for my goals. Noble goals? Goals that people would dismiss as almost impossible and ambitious.
Come tomorrow I shall refocus and make myself clear on my priorities and goals, which I've been longing for.
Louis
