I am typing this with a heavy hard, with a lot of things in my mind. Troubled as it may seem, I could not settle down well all this while. I just couldn’t figure out the reasons as to why this happened. But I know, I always put my hope in Him, I have faith, which is the most important thing. I promised myself to do well, but now, this hinges on myself. Thanks to the support of everyone concerned, I managed to pull it through bit by bit. I failed to describe the pain and difficulties in my heart. At times I feel like I am a failure. And sometimes I begin to wonder whether I made the right choice or not, although there’s no turning back. But still, there’s room to ponder. Maybe it’s time to stop, and fulfil my own promise to do well.

I am grateful for what I have, for being me. I can accept if things happen suddenly, as in the case of my acceptance into my current college. Thank God. There’s no word that can describe my feelings now.

I rejoice in my friends’ happiness. That’s true. Hey my friend of 13 years, happy happy oh ;)

I don’t know why, everytime I am about to leave this place, sadness will fill me. Arghhhhhhhhhh...grandma, tears are always in my eyes. You won’t know, nobody will know. Why tears? She has done a lot for me, I am certain nobody on earth would be able to replace her. Arghhhh..

Time is running out, the brouhaha has to come to an end here.